How could he?

How could he do this to me?
How could he hurt me?
I trusted him.
I loved him.

How could he hurt me like that?
It hurts most on the inside.
It hurts my arm.
But my brain can't take it.

How could he hit me?
I never thought he would.
I trusted my safety in his hands.
My life in his hands.

I will never ever,
,make that mistake again.
It hurts so much.
I will never be the same.

I won't even let anyone touch me.
No more.
I will not risk it,
Again.

She warned me.
To stay away.
As far away.
AS possible.
But I'm to stupid.
To have listened.
How could I have been such an idiot.

I understand
yelling
or screaming.

But what he did,
was totally uncalled for.
No reason at all,
for it.

I don't care
what he says
No matter
how sorry he is.

I can never forgive him.
Never trust him.
Never again.
Will I love him.