Only in my Mind

Many thoughts swirling
Deep within my mind
Intentions not right
But still not refined
A picture not clear
A gun in a hand
Dark faces are hidden
A strange, private land
The face becomes clear
It's me in the scene
Pointing the small gun
At someone unseen
The picture expands
The more I can see
The gun in my hand
Is pointed at he
The boy hurt me bad
Nothing can compare
He deserves this fate
It is only fair
He takes out my heart
Throws it to the ground
Gives me a big smirk
Not making a sound
I look at him now
Tears in my sad eyes
How could he do this
Use all those dark lies
I pull the trigger
He falls to the ground
I can't believe it
I now turn around
I open my eyes
Reality defined
I could never do it
Only in my mind.