I turned to see the look in his eyes
then i turned away and started to cry
because i knew deep down he would never be mine
he just wasn't in my life's design
i think about him all the time
i just can't get him off my mind
it must be his smile, his never ending gaze
that makes my heart become ablaze
more than a year has passed
and another guy's heart i grasped
but he wasn't the same...
he treated my love as if it was just a game
i thought he was "the one"
but obviously my search has just begun
i constantly ask myself why,
why did it have to end this way?
and can i survive another day?
the bright sun only makes me feel worse
and it seems like there is no end
i wish that this was just pretend
i wish that we could go back to the time when he used to care
i wish that everyone would stop laughing and learn not to stare
but if they walked in my shoes
could they live through it all?
its easy to look from the outside
you don't understand how it feels to fall
my friends tell me i should just move on
but i feel so lost now that he's gone
i think that he's the worst mistake i made...
but he's the 1 mistake i wanna make again
maybe my friends are right...
maybe i'll get over him with time
but until then,
i'll just keep living like this...
