A Silent Goodbye

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my sole to keep
Cause if I dont
I might not wake
For the pain has taken over me
With every ounce
I try to fight
But the pain is just too strong
I try to find a way out of this hole
But it seems like theres only 1 solution
As a tear runs down my fragile face
I pick up the blade
To try and end this pain
This pain thats been haunting me
For oh so many years
I just cant find a way
To end these dreadful tears
So I lay my head down
Praying to god it doesnt take my life
For I cant see the sad faces on my friends and family
When they see me lying there...
LIFELESS!