Desolate dismay

Save me from myself
cause inside im dying
no all are born in wealth
my eyes are watery, im not crying

im falling to my death
caught in a spiral
i\'v never been like the rest
commiting my self like a suicide viral

send my fears away
my death will be in silence
like a slow yet desolate dismay
life onced lived in violence

stainless steel touches flesh
close my eyes think inside
set myself in water take a deep breath
crimson tears begin besides

flashbacks of tomorrow
timeout, an interlude begins
run away i will follow
look deep do i care it depends

defend my life i will truly beleive
smile now numbness the key
i promise im not here to deceive
light at the end went out i could not see.....

pitch black memories consume me
im gone now forever i will be
i can see but can u also?

yeah i dunno about the ending but whatever...