Hello Me

Why am I crying?

While I have friends and family
joy and love, singing happily
while tears are falling quickly.
Why am I crying?

Can it be something they said
or is it all just in your head?
I see you crying in your bed.
Why am I crying?

Or do you just need them to know
that you can do more than come and go?
Do you feel left in the snow?
Why am I crying?

Why do you swear behind their back
when you would never do a thing like that?
Do you hate, or is this just an act?
Why am I crying?

You wear your heart upon your sleeve
but loves of past will never leave.
Is it love you must achieve?
Why am I crying?

Do you feel left in the rain
searching, searching to tell the pain?
The only ones asking are all the same.
Why am I crying?

Flowers die and flowers bloom
but you can never get over the gloom.
The day your happy, will it be soon?
Why am i crying?

Or is it only in your head,
everything that I have read?
Are you a fake, just like thay said?
Why am I crying?