Alone in my world

Trying to live
wanting to die
alone in my world
i sit and i cry.

Saddened by the
past few weeks
i don't talk much
i rarely speak.

Killing my sorrow
and my despair
with a lit joint
in my right hand.

I try to drift off
to my happy place
forget about my life
and the outside world.

Alone with the darkness
i sit and contemplate.

The life that i am living
is not one that is great.