Sees me alone

Sitting behind my bed
thoughts rushing in and out
i have a life line in a box
this blade for when i have doubts

tears are streaming down
and angers building high
too upset to think it through
its my time to say goodbye

goodbye to all my pain
and goodbye to all of my heart ache
goodbye to all the ones who never cared
they never noticed my smile was fake

didn't you see me all alone
in the corner of the room
with a few drops of tears coming down
" its for attention" thats what you assumed

as i walked with my lover
and tried to hide the cuts up my wrist
he was the one who held me close
and asked why i did this

" is it my fault you cut "
no, its my own when i bleed
I'm the one with the blade in my hand
trying and wishing to succeed

the one ill love forever
who can see me in and out
who understands why i cry
& knows in life why i doubt