What-Honestly

What did you do?
Like a bird away you flew
Who knew
Once again I've been made a fool

Oh, don't worry for me
It is He who sets me free
I run & walk with Him & glee
Nearly ready to walk over the sea

Honestly what were you thinking?
Mirages of you coming back, I kept clearing my eyes by blinking
Nowadays all I feel is my heart depressingly sinking

I was going to surprise you with good news
You instead surprised me with the blues
Tell me, did I miss obvious clues?

What did you do?
Seriously was it time for me to leave, was it my cue?
Was it me that from your plans I took out a screw?