My Feelings

by XxWVsFiN3sTxX   Jul 28, 2006


We met in school
Like it was a normal day
We turned out friends
But what do ya say

To a girl as beautiful as you were
And still are today
Some doubted me cause I didn't date
They thought I was gay

They found out soon
They were all wrong
As I song you
What most call a love song

But it wasn't that to me
It was oh so not
My love for you
Is somethin I fought

Not wanting to give in
And not wanting to let out
But I knew it was true
It was love no doubt

You were somethin special
Atleast to me
I soon learned
Love isn't free

It comes with pain
Cause pains what I feel
My heart is somethin
She was able to steal

As I sit here and think of you
I think of love and ask is it true

I doubted it once
I'll doubt it again
I now consider Love
One of the biggest sins

It's something I don't want
And something I won't give
If it happens again
I don't wanna live

This poems true
It's about my life
I liked this girl
And wanted her as my wife

I guess this is where I leave
And go away
Ok i'm leaving now
But only for today.

( I wrote this because I needed let out how I feel. The story behind this poem is I met this girl in school ya know we became real close. And at the end of the year I gave her a note and two poems expressing how I feel. Well she didn't like me like that and I thought she did. Now she knows I like her and don't wanna be friends. I wish I could take it back but it's to late. Now I don't date or even look for a girl cause I think there a waste of my time. I mean I guess that's why everyone thinks i'm gay. But umm if anyone has any suggestions on how to get her as my friend again please inform me cause i'm clueless when it comes to girls. I would love nothin more than to have her as my best friend again. Ok well anyways write me and tell me what you think I should do if you have any suggestions. Thanks. )

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  • 19 years ago

    by fallin 4 him

    Ok i think u should tell her u want to be friend even if it means holding your true feelings in side or on paper

  • 19 years ago

    by Megan

    Hi,
    I did what this girl has doneto you, to a boy that loved me too, the whole time i played along with him and truthfully i really did love him too but i was with someone else and when he did confess his love for me i turned him down and broke his heart... everytime he forgave me and i did it to him again and again everytime running back to the other guy for me it was because i was scared i never had someone that loved me as much as i loved them and i didn't know how to react i was used to being a fighter not a lover!! Anyway 7 years have passed since the day we met and only recently we hooked up for a night it was beautiful and after that i have not spoken to him and it feels like that one thing we where both waiting for happened and it wasn't what we wanted in the end anyway!!!

    Sorry for telling you my life story but i was trying to make you feel better about it in a way.... you will never get over it just like i dont think i will but you will find love again and she will talk to you again she probably just feels bad for shattering your dreams!!!

    You have to stay happy and who knows maybe one day you will hook up and it might work out perfect but you got to remember that you are young and still at school and you will probably find someone even better!!!

    Look after yourself and keep writing from your heart its really good to read!!!
    xoxoxox

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