Break Me Now or Never

When I think of how many times I've been hurt
I wonder if I could stand one last time?
And the truth is, I don't know
This is my weakness, relationships
I dread them in the way I dread death
Usually because they never go my way
Getting set up and knocked down
Is what I do best!
My heart never seems to be free
I'm always attached to something or someone
Things I can't have but want more than anything
Sometimes I turn to the dark side for answers
But end up hurting people around me as well as me
I cut off people who try to help
And attempt to go it alone
That's when the pain and anguish starts
This is the time i need you the most and your not there
I pushed to hard because I love you
So if your gonna break my heart
Do it now don't wait till you think
The time is right
Coz it never will be