My gift to you

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And your leaving with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only we'd have talked about it,
We could have missed this pain.

I guess my soul is all cried out,
And tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I'm tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
This is my final gift to you,
"I love you and goodbye."