I want to look you in th eye
And tell you what I feel inside sometimes
I fey disinterest to subside your anger
But my emotions are bubbling inside
And you can tell too
You think I have an attitude
You want to push me off the edge
Until I blow up in your face
I wish to be anywhere but here
Most days I dream of living else where
Then I'd never have to pretend to be happy that you are here
I wish someone else could see you the way I do
So they would know the pain I'm going through
I cry sometimes but so do you
So why do you mock me until you see tears dripping down my cheek
I have to retreat
Because if I stay you'd make fun of me for that too
How can you not see what you do?
Did your mom do this to you too?
I know you feel remorse sometimes
But how can that make up for all the times you've made me cry
You think no one in the family gets what you do?
Their just too scared to tell you the truth
They don't want to be yelled at too.
