Crippled, running on thin gaps of air,
Lost in this world that now seems unfair.
Searching for protection,
The right road to choose,
Realizing that I have nothing else to loose.
Now, I’m broken and weak,
No words in my mouth, unable to speak.
Being pulled by two forces
None of which make sense,
Passing through obstacles and courses,
Trying to find self defense.
Lost in the memories, the past is unclear,
Being convinced by people that I have nothing to fear.
Yet, I don’t know myself
Or how this came to be,
But I realize that I have to let these emotions free.
Which read do I choose, which way do I go,
Which is the right path for me to follow?
I’m scared of misjudging, making another mistake
This is too hurtful, but I cannot let myself break.
