Mind Games

Why does my mind play games with my heart,
Make believe it was love from the start,
Thinking of you night and day,
Trying to see why things are this way,
Something that will never be,
Something my mind doesn't want to believe,
It kills me on the inside,
To know i will have to decide,
Whether to remain a friend,
Or bring all closeness to an end,
Life without you maybe tough,
Never seeing you again will make it rough,
But life as they say will go on,
Even long after your gone,
Living won't be like it was before,
The laughter and games will be no more,
My feelings for you will always remain,
To remind my heart that love is pain,