Time flies

Time flies when you're having fun
and with you Ive had allot
when time passes people change
and our friendship has changed some
so before it ends i want you to know
just how much you mean to me
in my eyes you're perfect
and i wish i could be your best friend
like how you are for me
so i wonder if you know
that you mean so much to me
CZ it'll come time for me to go
and i think thats something you should know
so before that time comes
i wasn't to complete my goal
to be your best friend
help you through the bad times
and to help your heart mend
you are the best thing in life
i would do anything for you
cuz you helped me put down my knife
but now as we grow distant
the progress you've help me make
is now going to waste
so again i need you're help
to put down this blade
theres a couple ways of doing that one is if you made
that if you come you'll stay
last time you said you'd never let me go because you loved me so
but still you let me go away
and you're still the only reason to stay
even though you've made me mad you've also made me sad
you have a big affect on life
so when you decided to use a knife
it broke my heart in half
and know around you i cant laugh
ever since that day
Ive cry ever night
no matter what you say
ill still have a fright
if you died i don't know where I'd be
that was the night i realized
i hated to cry so that was my solution
the night i truly meant my other side
all because i wished you lied
you're in control of my life
so do what you want
i will put down the knife if you truly want i will try my hardest to be
the bestest friend i can be
but if you don't love me free my soul
or make me whole
just don't cry if i die
because i gave you a chance
to change my ways
all i wanted was a glance
and I'd live out my days
theres no point in living if theres no us
i want to make you happy
so i will stop all this fuss
the cuts on my wrists are because of you
you're the only one who can stop me from doing what i do
but you don't care you let it pass you by
but now Ive had enough
no love from you
what would i have to do
to even get a chance to make you see
you're the only one who can help me
you're bringing me pain
that only you can heal
so i will stop going insane
if you make me a deal
just pretend to care
and try to act like you'll always be there
tell me that i can cry
and that you don't want me to die
maybe this will make me see
that at least you'll give it a shot
and then maybe i will stop
if you don't wanna help just go away
you're getting my hopes up
and thats not Kay
all you do is make me remember the past
so i will make these words my last
you were there to watch me cry
I'm sorry you have to be here when i die
you know reality and you're still not concerned
i guess i should've learned
you don't love me
you never will
but even tho i love you still
i know the truth about you
you don't care what i do
so stop all you're lies
and just let me say goodbye
Ive said this many times
but never actually did the crime
but now i have the might
and I'm leaving without a fight