****I wrote this one because I had alot going on in my life and the group that I hung out with (we were so close that not one of us would do anything without the other ones and i was the only girl which sucked) got in trouble together and got into fights and though I still talk to all of them Ones my cousin, ones my little brother, ones my man, ones my best frined, and the other one is a good friend, we arent as close anymore which caused more stress****
There are many reasons why I cry
Over this and that ill tell you why
I cry when I get yelled at because I didnt do something right
I cry when we argue because I hate to fight
I cry because i miss my stepdad he is never home
I cry because my real dad is in california And he left us all alone
I cry when I get fed up and that is all i can do
I cry when a thought pops in my head about me being without you
I cry when I think about our group and all the changes that were made
I cry because i want things back to normal everything to stay the same
I cry when my mond races And Ithink about my past
Because some of the pain is gone but the memories still last
I cry when i see that my baby sister Is growing up before my eyes
And I see the the effects of my mistakes are screwing up her life
I cry when I think about my mom we\'re always arguing
I know the present and the past but who knows what the future will bring
When I cry my heart is breaks
My legs tremble my hands they shake
I cry when i think of all my mistakes
My mind it races my heart it breaks
And the final thing i cry about is when i think of how lucky i am
And Im scared to lose you my love I want you always here to hold my hand
