Pain

You promised me forever, then left me behind. I see now, that promises are only lies made up all pretty with ribbons and bows but when taken apart, they're all the same, another lie hidden from me by something pretty...I was just too blind to see....

You never loved me. You never will. I was blinded by your charm and now I see who you really are. You're so vindictive and ruthless, you have to get what you want or everyone suffers. Now you're alone and begging me to stay...

I'm no longer blinded by your love. I can see all the pain you hold in store for me. You want me to suffer just like you. I can't be that any longer. You need me to be your outlet, the one that takes all your pain, but I have had enough blood loss because of you, no more will I take your pain into myself...

You plead and promise you have changed your ways, and I look into your eyes and want to believe, but my heart is aching and I can't keep playing this game, I am losing! My mind can't survive much more of your pain and my heart is shattered into so many pieces there's no way to put it back together again...

These wounds on my heart can not heal and I am sorry if you think I am being selfish right now, but I must look out for myself before you take me back into your embrace and make me take my last breath as you shove the knife into my heart and kill me at last...