Losing You

You were six and i was nine.
Those are the years i will never leave behind.

I watched you very carefully that day.
I had a feeling something was gonna happen but of course i didn't say.

I gave you a hug right before you got in the water.
then i turned around because to watch...i couldn't bother.

The feeling i had was the worst feeling ever.
I will never forget it EVER.

I was in such shock
when i turned back around && i didn't see you.
Your sister was screaming && all i did was stand there as you turned blue.

I should have watched you better
we should have stayed together.

No one understands what i felt that day.
&& it kills me because i didn't say.

I couldn't even help save your life
all i did was sit and cry.

Im soooo sorry i wasn't help to you.
buut i will always and forever love you.

That day i watched as your face was all over the news.
I cried && cried because i couldn't believe that you...
the sweetwest person i ever met was gone.

No matter what happens until this day.
i will never forget YOU!!
You were special to us all!
i love you && rest in piece
Nicole Noelle Pena!

1993-1999