Brit

I used to get caught up in everyday life
tried to make it through the day so i could sleep
tried to figure out a way through the maze

nothing feels like it's really worth it
forget being perfect I'm trying not to be worthless
since i last saw you i been looking for a purpose

looking for something that never seems to come
everyday is another battle with my addictions
cant break from this life I'm living

waking up screaming, sweat dripping off
looking in the mirror, coughing up blood
killing myself from all the stresses

ill be gone before i know it
at this rate sooner rather than later
as a light up again, smoke fills the room

memories fade back to the days
when i was a topic of your diary
wondering if i still am now

i wander through the room throwing things out
smokes, booze, anything of the life I'm living
have to get clean if i want to live, for you

living clean, walking away from my past
minus the thoughts of my one true love
which will never leave no matter what

wandering the streets in the future
if i run into you will you still remember me
or has the damage been done, and your gone forever