Love and Pain...

I'm in too deep and there's no way for me to escape. I am running through a dark alley, in search of a light. I see you there shining bright and you look at me with that smile I can't ignore...I can't believe you're looking at me like that...

I smile back and you reach for my hand, you tell me I am safe within your embrace and you show me what love can be. You show me that not all love is full of pain and betrayal...I want to stay with you, but I am so scared of hurting you...

I runaway, I can't get attached, love only brings me pain, why can't you see I am not the girl who you think I am. I am manipulative and mean, I take people for granted and use them for my own dirty deeds...please find someone new before my pain consumes you too...

You beg for me to return, the pain is worth it, let me burn within these fires you create in my heart. I don't care, you're worth it to me...I love you so much! Come back to me now, and I promise to never make you ache...please I'll do anything for one last kiss...

I look into your eyes and ask you why? Why do you love me? Why do you care? All I do is bring you pain! So leave me here to die alone and in vain...I turn away, I don't want you to see my tears, but you pull me into your embrace and again I am lost to the world of love and pain...