The world was cold, but I didn't care because I had you to hold. I felt safe within your arms, the way you would hold me tight and promise me no harm. The way you would gently kiss my cheek and promise me the world...
The way you would whisper I love you in my hair and how your arms would tighten a little around me and I would just hold onto you like if I let go I would drop from my cloud...I could hardly see what was in front of me...rose colored glasses had me blind...
I woke up and found you gone, I called out your name, but no answer came. I wondered where you were and as I passed the window, there you were out in the yard kissing another girl...telling her all the things you promised me...
I looked away as a single tear streaked my face, I wanted to run and scream at you, but instead I went to the bathroom. Found your razor and whispered I am sorry as I sliced open my wrists...You came into the house and saw my misdeed...
I whispered I'm sorry for thinking you loved me as my last breath came and the last thing I saw was a single tear streak your face...What have I done to deserve to be cheated on...maybe I don't deserve real love...maybe I deserve this razor to my wrist...
