Not letting go

Sitting here immobile
Watching life fading away
Lost in life's novel
I want to sail away

You don't want to let me go
But I can't take it anymore
I just want to go
And not come back anymore

Sinking in a lake of sorrow
I want to say goodbye
Because I won't be back tomorrow
And I don't want you to cry

As I stick the blade in my neck
It's my pain you see
Shedding blood flooded my bed
You grabbed a knife and died with me.