Me

I'm falling to pieces,
Because this sadness won't go away.
The help I was meant to be getting is no longer available,
And my tears will no longer stay at bay.

I'm tired of being sad,
But there is nothing I can do right now.
I don't want to make my parents mad,
And I don't want to hurt you.

I've tried to be strong,
But the stronger I get the harder I fall.
Sometimes I can only do wrong,
And I'm sorry if I ever wronged you.

I'm upsetting my friends,
Because they have tried to help me.
I told them there is nothing they can do,
And that soon I'll be free.

I've tried to stay positive,
Especially when the sadness is around.
But the blade always comes out,
Then my blood is dripping onto the ground.

Im doing all I can to get better,
But something always goes wrong.
Like my brother telling me to stop living my life the way I am,
Then staring at me while my tears flow strong.

I'm going to finish this by saying,
I hope this depression never comes back.
That one day my happiness will stop swaying,
And the old me will smile again.