My World Of Heaven(If only it could be true)

I’m living in hell, if only I could see the world above the clouds,
Instead I’m in cased in shadows, reasons lost connected with smiles,
A frown sets in I’m feeling down there’s nothing I can do bout it now,
Hopelessness grows and leaves me lost in the fury,
Praying to god for some relief but I don’t think he hear me,
I remain trapped in misery stare at my reflection and I fear me.
Cleary I’m going crazy but this is how the world made me,
Since I was a baby my eyes was never teary kind of scarred me,
When I was told I was so cold at such a tender age,
Could not even walk but I was attracted to acting in acts of rage,
I’d scream but would not cry so much hate in my veins,
Wonder why guess I was already getting ready for the madness,
That was promised to me once I became a man,
Now that I’m grown, clashing with these demons laughing as I’m moving passed,
Stressing but I manage its all part of living fast,
Even though I have unmasked my roots I remain trapped and lost,
In a world compiled with lies facts hidden to keep us from the truth.
But I’m not running no more enough is done for me to change,
Give me peace release the rays evaporate the rain so I can see,
If an exit rout is in my range to grab some wings and fly away,
Find my piece of heaven a perfect vision vivid enough for the world to witness its beauty. Pain is lessened. No more guessing life is all happiness in my world of heaven.