Have you ever lost a best friend, that made you smile, made you laugh, made you feel unique in your own way. Until one day she's gone and you can't find her because you didn't find out she was gone till you read the newspaper, that her dad raped her and that made her leave. And all you know is she's somewhere but don't know where. And you feel like your missing a chunk of your heart, soul, and life. You thought you and her would be friends forever but looks like that wish didn't come true. You thought God was punishing you for letting it happen. And you don't know what to do because you blamed yourself for what happened to her. But you shouldn't because you know it's not your fault and you have no one better to blame but yourself. So you go on with life hoping she remembers you for years to come when you finally find her.
*P.S. In loving memory of Ashley D. Bell. I will miss you*
