Everything.

Just when everything started to rise.
You come back, and with little words spoke.
Everything stops again, just for a moment.
Before it all comes crashing back down on me.

Within moments, seconds of hearing.
Everything you have said, taken back.
Everything you once told me, folded up and put away.
Never to be let out, for me to hear again..

Nothing seems to matter anymore.
Not to you or anyone else around.
Everything that has happened.
Everything that was reformed from before.

Only to have my hopes high, with joy.
Then to have it all, fall back on me.
It's like a never ending movie.
Pause, Play Rewind, over and over.

And all I can do is sit and watch.
Stare helplessly at the screen.
To have my feelings yet again be crushed.
For another boy, who said he loved me.