Here I Am

Here I am,
on the floor,
crying at the locked closed door,
Open up and let me out,
stop me before I shout,

(chorus)
this stupid life is killing me
stinging me like a thousand needles
and all of this is tearing me
i\'m screaming out help me
but no one can hear me,
i\'m dying as I lie on the floor,
was I born to stare at this closed door?

Here I am (here I am)
screaming
I cannot take this agony
knifes ripping me at all sides
ripping out my insides
still alive to never die
no matter how loud I cry
I\'m ripping at the cold hard floor
and only making my fingers sore

(chorus)
this stupid life is killing me
stinging me like a thousand needles
and all of this is tearing me
i\'m screaming out help me
but no one can hear me,
i\'m dying as I lie on the floor,
was I born to stare at this closed door?

Screaming in my inflating terror
an exit located where
I cannot see a single thing
when my eyes are black, bloody wring
every single tear out
dry and shriveled inside out,
scream is lost inside my throat
there are enough tears to float your boat!

(chorus)
this stupid life is killing me
stinging me like a thousand needles
and all of this is tearing me
i\'m screaming out help me
but no one can hear me,
i\'m dying as I lie on the floor,
was I born to stare at this closed door?

(bridge)
I fell in love again last night
and the night before
cause you are the only thing in my sight
you are the only one who can heal my eyes
and all my wounds
and my broken inside
and if you cant
ill will suffer forever
until the day I finally die

(chorus)
this stupid life is killing me
stinging me like a thousand needles
and all of this is tearing me
i\'m screaming out help me
but no one can hear me,
i\'m dying as I lie on the floor,
was I born to stare at this closed door?