Suicides trap

Next time, dont rescue me, just let me die
Please dont stand there, and fake cry
Dont tell me, for me, your heart does ache
Because I know that your feelings are fake
I know all you say is a load of crap
Please, just let me fall in suicides trap.

This is just random, it came to me when I was at school and yeh, i guess its how I feel at the moment. Please comment how I could make it better... thanks.