The girl next to me

I have no clue
of what I'm doing
just last night
I said good-bye
i wrote a note
(confessing my love)
i loaded that gun
held it to my head
but i just couldn't do it
I'm just to lost

I'm sitting here in class
looking at her
she's talking all about
how she hates her life
I just want to tell her
How beautiful she is
How soon enough
she'll meet her man
(hoping its me)

I want to tell her
how i feel(i love you)
but it seems
every chance i get
she meets another player
and falls in love
just to have her heart
broke again
but time and time
I'll be there for you
and when the time is right
I'll tell you
how beautiful you are
for the first time