Frustrations

I miss being a kid
I miss things being so simple
I miss it all

I feel like saying f* ck it
f * c k the world today.

Why am I feeling this sudden rush of saddness?
I can't seem to keep my head on straight.

And the tears they want to fall.
But they never seem to get past the ducts of my eye lids
And my eyes just water,
and my heart wants to cry

I constatly to be found staring off into space
with a blank look on my face
and people ask whats wrong
and I can't seem to answer.

It's just gotten so hard to explain
with so many things bothering me now

It is no longer just
e m o t i o n a l
but it has become
p h y s i c a l

headaches

I wear the scars to show my pain
It's written all over my face
and you can see it in my eyes
and by the way I walk

h a p p i n e s s
does not last forever.
and without the sad there would never be a happy
and without the happy there would never be a sad

it is unfortunate but true
and with the help of friends
maybe I will be out of this state of mind

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