Fallen Angel.

"Are you sure, love?" He spoke softly.
I nodded not knowing what he meant.
The words, not really hitting me.
Till I realized, what was said was no lie.

I stared at the screen, my breath not coming back.
I tried, but tears started falling.
I hit my knees in front of the window.
Grabbed my head, shaking it right to left as I screamed.

How could he do this to me. How could this happen.
I was to blame. I lied I said I was fine, it was all okay.
That nothing was wrong, I understood honestly.
I made a promise, and I've already broken it into tiny shards.

Say it's okay, please just tell me everything is fine.
That it wasn't our last parting, just tell me something.
To stop this heart from breaking, even more then it is cracked.
Please, just do something to make the pain go away.

Don't you love me like you said you did.
You're right, you shouldn't around to see all the pain.
All the tears I cry, and panic attack I am having.
The chest pains I have for attempting to choke out my own goodbye..

I'm sorry it ended this way, I'm sorry everything changed.
It was supposed to be for better, yet it only got worse.
Force a smile, stand up tall, and proud my darling dear.
For I'm the broken Angel that's fallen from Grace...

©Megan - 2006