Fun Enough?

I have a terrible fear
Cause after the time that has past
I still love you like the first time
And i remember your cold words

Meaning that you've lost interest on me
I felt so weak, you broke me into pieces
They fell all over the floor without blood
I don't know where my strength came from in that moment

I hate you so much cause in less than 2 weeks
You changed, you never told me what was going on
Seems if like you were planning your runaway
How could you have said that you loved me?

You are such a liar
You stayed quiet watching me die
Hope and you enjoyed every second of my suffering
I wish you never regret of what you did to me

Your promises, we both know they don't have any worth
Your words, you never wanted to mean any of them
Your time, the one it took you to find out if i was fun enough to yourself
Yourself, pray for yourself cause i know what's going on with you and you don't

How could you still proving yourself that you worth?
How could you live with this?
Cause if i were you, i would had killed myself