The truth about us

My past I can not change,
I'm in such a pain,
That I can not even explain,
She thinks I'm making this a game.

The time we were not together,
I had another,
Yes of course it may of been wrong,
But shes already gone.

It made me so confused,
Just because I was used,
What can I say,
I wish I would go away.

What she left was a feeling,
That made me think,
were I was really going,
My eyes begin to blink.

I know I'm not with you,
I'm surely glad,
I know just what to do,
Knowing that your so bad.

It has nothing to do with my past
Don't get so mad so fast,
Yes go on say I'm like the rest,
Because in my heart I know I was your best.