Chance not given

by Juice   Sep 2, 2006


You told me you loved me...
you told her the same thing...
you said you wanted me...
never once i believed in it...

you did all u could to please me...
sadly i was not at all convinced...
you confessed to jealousy n possession...
i witnessed it, feeling emotionless...

she was there all the time for you...
i told you u will be settled with her...
n that I\'ve to make up for all the time n tears she\'s worth...
you said love cant be forced n i cant push you away...
for the first time, i was convinced of your love...

but now... u got my heart n u took yours from me away...
back to the start, u gave yours to her...
how could it be...
i was just starting to believe...
starting to indulge in your love again...
you said love was gone n i had to leave...

how could you...
leave when my heart for u was true...
how could you...
leave me after telling me you n her was through...
how could you...
leave aft making me convinced that u were true...
how could you?

you n her got along, well...
till he came n gave u hell...
he took your girl away...
when you pushed me out of your way...
he took your girl away...
when you didn\'t cherish n make her day...
if i wasn\'t smiling when i was typing this...
then, i must have been too exhausted from a feast...

you lost her...
you blamed me...
you said i planned all this...
in a way, you were right...
i have absolute power to stop this fight...
i wanted you to regret forever...
i feigned ignorance...
crying over how wronged you\'ve been...
how wronged you made me seem...
and clearly, my scheme worked...
you thought you could always come back to me...

i played along with you...
i could see you getting confused...
i could see you getting convinced...
but there\'s something u ought to learn about me...
to give up without biting you back...
is just not me...
someday, somehow you gotta pay...

u make this happen...
u cant blame me...
i could be all u ever dream of having...
i could be all u ever dream of owning...
u made me believe that u could b all i ever wished for at one point...
at the next moment, u assured my fears of becoming just your another toy...
you thought you know me...
from exterior to inner being...
little that you know...
step by step u r sinking into my hole...

as i recalled the play in the past...
there was you as a cast...
with me as the duchess...
in the same scene i was overwhelmed...
by both your courage n affections...
u blamed me for the chance not given...
saying how u could bring butterflies to my life...
but it wasn\'t butterflies i wanted at that time...
it was yet another confession from u...
i was waiting...
but clearly it ain\'t working...

we ended this with a fight...
n i still think i was right...
like this we now part...
broken hearts...
broken smiles...
tainted our memories a world apart...

wasn\'t another second chance,...

was it my fault not to treasure u
or was it your fault that u cant resist...
definitely to be loved is easier than to love...
u must admit I\'m the toughest to tackle...
n so i believed...
it was your plan to deceive
to take away my disbelief
to rely on to just receive...

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