For once loved and Never Forgotten

I've loved you so much
I'm not quite the same
For the good times they went
just as fast as they came

When you have little else
but the love you can give
it seems but a shame
that our love wasn't to live

With children and goods
we have now to split
what will it matter
to our kids when we quit

What will become
of the sweet innocent mind
Do we tell the truth
or would that be unkind

The pain is so great
that I want to let go
But where will I start
I really don't know

I'll give it all up
for peace of mind and some sleep
The kind that you get
when you sleep sound and deep

It seems that right now
each time that I try
My eyes fill with tears
and I break down and cry

With intentions like yours
it could get much worse
if you had it your way
I'd go away with a curse

Selfish and stubborn
words that describe you the best
enough so it seems
that you'll let nothing rest

Like what you can't have
with me in your life
You'd rather control
and cause so much strife

What's okay is okay
but some things are not
I've given you all
that I think that I've got

Away I will walk
with my head hanging low
For I feel like a failure
and it's hard to let go