Losing You

I sat there staring at your picture
trying to come up with something to talk about
is it bad i cant think of anything to talk about?
why am i so afraid of talking?
i miss you
i hate myself
I'm sorry I'm the mistake you wont make again.
obviously I'm crazy.
i know you'll never come back to me.
i cant talk to anyone.
not you, not them.
not anyone.
you're beginning to hate me.
i can see it in your eyes
i can feel it in your words
I'm losing my last breath in life
with you.