I just want to be perfect for you

I feel like running away
Before it all gets to hard
How can I face this life?
With thing the way they are.

Even though I know,
That Ill see you again
Every time you walk away
It feels like the end.

Each day is more boring
And I get more alone
Further away from the one I love
The one I call my home.

Expecting a son,
And wanting the best for him
But to scared to admit
That I might not win.

How do I raise him?
If I lost his father.
How do I support him?
If Im a bad mother.

With suicide in the family
And giving up in the blood
It seems like the only way
To live forever in your love

What if tomorrow comes too soon?
And were not quite ready to face it.
I dont think that I can last
If I fail at being -miss perfect-

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