I hate life
I hate it all
Its like a child thats lost a ball
Ill lose this life if I fall
I wont fail
Id rather burn in hell
I have no light to shine
For all I have is the life of death, blood, and crime
If I had one to light my way
I know I wouldnt leave or go stray
But all I know
Is what I knew
If I had friends who knew my inside
I know they wouldnt hide
Or fight for their rights but not for mine
I still dont know why I am stuck in this time
But I know this existence is mine
Where is my life I cant rewind to find
Because I know I imagined it all in my mind
And I know I cant go back in time
To erase and rewind this pathetic life of mine
If I could find that one I would stand by and be near
Cause I got nothing left to fear
I wish alone in this atmosphere
If I had a person here
I know I wouldnt have to survive on all these drugs, deaths, and beers
For all of them are transparent cause I know my fears
