So Far Away

A God I love so much
But feels as if I'm so far away,
I try and try to restore faith in Him
But it seems to fade day by day,
I'm not how I once used to be
Its like I've giving up all hope,
My prayers and dreams all washed away
No one to talk to, no place I can cope,
I want to be close to Him again
To the God I once lived for everyday,
I want to love life like I used too
Having the feeling that every things okay,
It seems I cant go back
No matter how hard I try,
I pray and ask for forgiveness
But I never get a reply,
I'm so far away from Him
More than I ever was before,
I wanna change the things I'm dong now
I don't wanna be like this anymore,
To many people know
My secret has been let out,
It's just a matter of time
Before everybody starts to know what I'm about.

-It's not done all the way and it probably doesn't make much sense. I'll fix it later.