For All It's Worth

What am I doing here?
I'm breaking all the promises I made to myself
Though there is no trouble in keeping the one's that hurt me
Someone tell me how to break away
From a pain that kills
And is only numbed in sleep

For all it's worth
I didn't mean any harm
For all i did
We might as well be strangers
The lights are all on
But it just keeps me from sleeping

I had that dream again last night
The one where I lost you forever
And I was free to drift forever in space
Away I crawl into the void
Wishing now that I'd avoid
It's not too late to get out

For all it's worth
I didn't do everything I should've
For all I did
That wasn't much at all
So get to church cause you're a good girl
I'm raising hell just to see you
But I'll send a little rain your way

All I need for you to do
Is to hear me out this once
If you can't recognize that "I AM"
Then I was wrong about you
I just saw something in you
That drived me to believe
Love existed