Derranged

You're feeding a sexual habit, my love.
You ruined your two childrens lives,
And now we have two more for you to upset.
Why did you make me your wife?

Your last love is long gone. That was long ago.
Maybe the next one will be stronger,
Coz sooner or later, you'll be on your own.
My heart can't take it any longer.

Why can you not see all the damage you cause.
You don't even show signs of guilt.
You think that's what men should do, but you are wrong.
My love's not there for you to jilt.

Our happiness seems like it's just such a waste.
Every time, just for your quick fix.
You're breaking my heart. I don't cry any more.
Who wants your secondhand d***?

You keep coming back, every time that you go,
You take another piece of my heart.
Eventually there will be nothing that's left,
For you leave me all fallen apart.

I don't know why I stay, there's no love that's left.
But I keep on hoping you'll change.
I wonder at my mental instability,
If staying makes me seem derranged.