Were are you?

Listening to my words. my dark side and its dominating presence.crying with me. holding me tightly in your heart. keeping me warm as the blizzard rages. protecting me from myself. fending off the demons who come to collect me. you let me open up, never leaving in disgust. cleaning off my dirt, you make me shine. building me up into the most beautiful of art. seeing through my many faces, you manage to find the real me. when i get lost, you venture in to find me. no matter how hard i kick in scream, you pull me back to safety. your out there right now. somewhere in this world. when will i be allowed to find you?