Just here

Everday I wake up
put on a brave face
and venture outside
I get asked a thousand times how I am
and I respond fine
but I want to cry out
that I am not fine
I am dieing inside
crying inside
just going through the motions each day
I am here but not totaly here
my mind is in another place
Its thinking about better days
when I could laugh
and not feel like i could cry
when I could smile
and not want to frown
When i could live
and not want to die
those days are over now
and I am still here
just waking up
and putting on a brave face
and just going through the motions again.