Cursed

Tormented, tortured,
Bludgeoned and bruised
But still coming back fighting
When will it all end?
Who will come out on top?
Will it be me to win this fight?
Or will it be the one who holds the rod?
Am I forever cursed to look this way?
Will I forever be alone?
It seem so... it seems likely
After all this time of waiting
After all this time of searching
I am still standing here empty handed
Feeling like i am totally alone
Doing the only thing left to do
And that is just breathing