Time to go

You play with my heart
like its some kind of toy
slowly tearing it apart
giving you pleasure and joy

not giving a care
on what you do
theres only so much i can bair
inside you always knew

you say "i love you"
but though you don't mean it
i say "i love you too"
and mean every word of it

from you,inside i hurt
making all of my hidden wounds burn
you treat me like dirt
but thats none of your concern

i hate you so much
but yet i still want you
my hearts grown to the touch
my roses are turning blue

so finally i decide its time to leave
how you look so confused
you try to make yourself believe
but I'm done being used

you say I'm too weak
that i didn't even try
that i will never find what i seek
and with out you i will die

but our love was never quite right
so i know I'll be okay
and maybe it does take a man to risk the fight
but it takes a bigger one to just walk away...