Destroying my dreams

Honest true pure and passionate
for some reason i cant let him in.
every time i push him away
hes begging me to come back again.

over all hes good to me
the kind of man to dream of.
but there is a fear inside of me
that refuses to give him my love.

he begs for me to stay in his life
and tells me of his dreams for us.
Ive longed for a man to say these things
but my heart wont open up.

he promises to be there
and there, he has always been
i could not ask for more
but i still cant let him in.

now i need him more than ever
and i have pushed him away again.
I'm scared this cycle is taking its toll
and this time is really the end.

hes everything Ive ever wanted
and he'll do anything for me
i need to figure out whats wrong with me
because this one, i want to keep.

hes a good man.