Vieled

They all see her smiling face
And her gorgeous eyes
But if they looked behind the mask
They would know its lies
No one knows this girl at all
Or the silent tears she has shed
No one knows of the day
We both has razor blades in our bed
She tried to stop me
Said if I did it, she would too
But I was in too much pain
So what did I do?
Every gash into my wrist
Every cut upon my arm
She was trying to make me stop
This case of self harm
Every time I cut
She would do the same
It helped me stop, because it hurt her
And I was the one to blame
She is a great friend
I will never let her go
But we will go our separate ways
This is something I know
But it upsets me
For no one can see her hidden pain
And she keeps it locked up in side
Day after day
And each night
I know she continues to engrave
Her pain into her arms
In to which, she is a slave
Im scared one day she will cut in too deep
And I will loose her for good
She doesnt have the life she deserves
The life that she should