Troubled

For some time Ive been troubled worried inside
sick to the stomach always wanting to hide

crying myself to sleep
but then waking as the nightmares pain cuts deep

pain and despair with thoughts unreal
its difficult to tell what i actually feel

tossing and turning and still can't wake
i feel myself fall and my bones break

lying now on the floor
i see shattered hopes and dreams and more

not able to break the spell of the night
i hope i wake up from this awful fright