Sing Me A Lullabye

Take the knoose.wrap it tight around my throat. make sure i cant breath. make me choke. you dont trust me enough to do this execution on my own.

take the knife, plunge it deep within my skin. let the torture begin. i dont not care. i can not feel. it does not matter what you do. none of this is real. it's all a fake, a lie, a scheme. so tell me, what are your twisted dreams? your hopes? your fears? so afraid to show your tears. compassion is just another weakness. show no mercy. show no fear.

forget my pathetic begging. why bother? no ones around to hear. no one cares about it. it does not matter anymore more. just a pathetic mistake. but dont worry, soon it will be all over. don't you see? your putting me out of my misery.

i want it to happen. i dont care anymore. im not scared to die. it just another open door. a choice, a way of life. dont you understand? im getting put out of strife. your torture is my escape.

But before i die. i deserve one final request. "sing me a lullabye and tell me it's okay, that im going to a better place". then finish me off, the moment we all dread. but, know that i still love you. alive, or dead.